I talked to my friend Squinternet today, for whom my other friend Cajsa is organizing a fundraiser. We talked about several things today, about how she felt, and how expensive it is to have a night nurse and so that’s why she doesn’t have one. It means she doesn’t have help in the night if there are problems.
We talked about hospitals and medicine, and being strong and losing hope, and finding it again. We talked about dying.
She went out today. She went to the sea. She was out of her house and into the world and living her life.
But today, back at home we talked about dying, and how she’d choose to die. Not at home, or in a hospital. Squinternet would choose adventure, in a boat, or a camper, or plane! We both love to fly. I am not sure what I would choose. But with doctors telling her that they don’t have hope for her, I suppose it’s on her mind.
Squinternet however, has hope for herself and strength that marvels me. She says no, she will find treatment. I believe her. She has the conviction and strength to make it happen if it can be done.
At the end of my day, late in the night for her, I noticed her awake. I IMd her and asked if she was ok. She had an attack of pain and had to wake up to give herself medicine. Because she has no night nurse.
So when you wonder why we’re doing a fundraiser for a woman you don’t know, just know that it’s because it’s what we can do.
And if I could, I would send her my fairy.
So that if she ever decided she needed to, she could indeed fly.
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